Baby Gal Mel

 I’m currently waiting at my new school for a campus tour, I’m so nervous. It feels like I have maggots in my stomach… Idk something nasty lol IM NERVYYYYY AGHHHH 

 As mentioned before I’m transferring schools and since winter break is over I start my new school tomorrow.. 💀  Like I just wanna eat snacks and watch tv, LEMME RESTT!! 😤  All my classes are the same except for one being changed unfortunately. I used to have costume/makeup but now I have musical theatre.. I don’t even know what they do in that class. I’m sure it’s not terrible but I’m just shy,   I think I need this class to bring me out of my shell. Plus + it could end up being really fun!  My main goal is to socialize and simply make freinds at the new school. And my one thing I’ll make sure to never do is hide in the bathroom for the lunch and break.  AFGGHH like where am I gonna go tho?? I don’t know where anything is at all, I’m scared and feel like people are gonna perceive me as weird or ugly.  Peoples opinions have a strong hold on me, I wish I could stop it but I value others opinions since I was young. The mindset sucks!  Is anyo...

 Hello everyone! So me and my step family are visiting morrow bay on a trailer. First time ever sleeping in one lol. While I’m here I’ll take some pictures of pretty much anything I think is cute or cool!  OTTERS <3333 🦦  Pretty sunset The sky :) Another sunset picture  We hiked up a little mountain to watch the sunset, like a 5 min walk. Easy peasy ( I was out of breath ) Nearby mountains 🤷‍♀️  SUPER LONG PIC LOL

 After a VERY long time of being away from my blog I’ve decided to return. I feel like the best way to do this is explain everything.  During the time period of when I first began my blog I was younger, meaning easily influenced and discouraged. I feel like as teenagers we always have the want to fit in or be loved by others. High schoolers are also VERY JUDMENTAL ( even if they hide it 🤫).  So when 15 year old me was still confused, hearing sly comments such as ones from my current ex best friend, they pushed me to the decision of backing away from gal. In the end I just was an introverted girl and wanted to be liked and not left alone. So I left my Gal fantasies behind to be so called “normal.”  I lost Freinds and gained Freinds but always felt alone or as if they hated me? I was betrayed numerous times by the one freind I decided to stick with, we were so close and became co-dependent. Our friendship was toxic and extremely negative. Both of our behaviors towards...

 Hey guys! Sorry I haven’t been posting much recently, with school coming to an end I’ve been trying to focus and get my grades up. I’m failing math!! 😡 Who else hates that subject? If you like it you’re a legitimate genius.  Not sure when but sometime soon I’ll be going to the beach, I’ll make sure to take plenty of pictures for everyone. Anyways, have a great day guys! :)

 How was everyone’s spring break? Mine was fun but I mainly did nothing 🤠 At my school there are literally only Edgar’s or like preppys, etc. No hate or anything but there’s literally no gals here.  Sometimes I get nervy when I want to try dress up in gal cause I’ll get bullied or whatever. I know there’s a mindset to gal and I’m trying to stick with that but I also feel like because I’m still young maybe it’s not the correct time to fully start gyaru. So do I need to always dress in gyaru or can I start by only certain days and not at school?  I don’t wanna do gyaru incorrectly especially since I’m new to this and I’ve only dipped my toes and tried makeup a few times. So if any experienced gals can give me advice on what I should do I’d be grateful! OHHH and I gotta know if it’s alright to do gal makeup without lashes because I always use mascara and I feel like it’s good and works well for me atleast. but is it a requirement ?