Baby Gal Mel

Here’s a link to a Pinterest makeup video, it’s my inspiration! Personally I would like to add more color to the face such as bronzer and blush because I’m rather pale. But in general would this makeup be good for a himekaji look?  ⬇️ 💕🍓   https://pin.it/4ZwEjwZ0s Regarding hairstyles I pretty much always curl my hair and if I do hairstyles they’re half up half down. My hair is short to medium length and recently I got a bad haircut regarding bangs… 😭  My curtain bangs are so short and hard to style!!! I miss my swoop! I can manage and they end up looking good but I’m waiting for my hair to grow out and I’ll be A-OK 👌  I wish I could have extensions because I miss long hair and think it suited me better but I’m too broke for it.  Not to mention my hair was so dead and CRISPY it needed a big chop. Besides all of this I would love some advice, suggestions or in general any knowledge regarding the look I’m going for! Much appreciated 

 So update on how things are going regarding freinds…  We a went shopping at the mall together! It was super fun and I got tons of clothes 🤩  And then after I made an online order for MORE CLOTHES!!! It’s an addiction lmao I currently have 1.28$ in my bank account 😓 ALSO I COMPLETELY forgot I was planning to show my gyaru makeup on Friday. I think it came out super cute!  My favorite sub styles have to be Himekaji and tsuyome. Personally I’m leaning more towards himekaji because something about it draws me in and I feel a sense of connection too? I just LUV IT I’ll post my next attempt at gyaru makeup since I forgot too last time, because although I think the make was cute I wanna make sure it speaks gal. Not some cutesy makeup lol

 Before I had no friend’s to think about spending the school day with and would keep myself in a bathroom stall to avoid everything. Ever since I’ve transferred it’s like the pieces have fallen into its correct place.  I’ve made two friend's that I can enjoy spending time with! Not to mention all my teachers are nice. I can feel 2025 is gonna be a good year!  I’m also taking online classes in order to get my permit, and I already have a used car from my aunt. It’s really run down but I don’t mind :))) I can wait to decorate it with tons of bling and cute stuff! When I get to that point I’ll make sure to show the final result of my first car. Have a good day everyone!  P.S I’ll be attempted gyaru makeup again on Friday so stay tune 

 I’m currently waiting at my new school for a campus tour, I’m so nervous. It feels like I have maggots in my stomach… Idk something nasty lol IM NERVYYYYY AGHHHH 

 As mentioned before I’m transferring schools and since winter break is over I start my new school tomorrow.. 💀  Like I just wanna eat snacks and watch tv, LEMME RESTT!! 😤  All my classes are the same except for one being changed unfortunately. I used to have costume/makeup but now I have musical theatre.. I don’t even know what they do in that class. I’m sure it’s not terrible but I’m just shy,   I think I need this class to bring me out of my shell. Plus + it could end up being really fun!  My main goal is to socialize and simply make freinds at the new school. And my one thing I’ll make sure to never do is hide in the bathroom for the lunch and break.  AFGGHH like where am I gonna go tho?? I don’t know where anything is at all, I’m scared and feel like people are gonna perceive me as weird or ugly.  Peoples opinions have a strong hold on me, I wish I could stop it but I value others opinions since I was young. The mindset sucks!  Is anyo...

 Hello everyone! So me and my step family are visiting morrow bay on a trailer. First time ever sleeping in one lol. While I’m here I’ll take some pictures of pretty much anything I think is cute or cool!  OTTERS <3333 🦦  Pretty sunset The sky :) Another sunset picture  We hiked up a little mountain to watch the sunset, like a 5 min walk. Easy peasy ( I was out of breath ) Nearby mountains 🤷‍♀️  SUPER LONG PIC LOL

 After a VERY long time of being away from my blog I’ve decided to return. I feel like the best way to do this is explain everything.  During the time period of when I first began my blog I was younger, meaning easily influenced and discouraged. I feel like as teenagers we always have the want to fit in or be loved by others. High schoolers are also VERY JUDMENTAL ( even if they hide it 🤫).  So when 15 year old me was still confused, hearing sly comments such as ones from my current ex best friend, they pushed me to the decision of backing away from gal. In the end I just was an introverted girl and wanted to be liked and not left alone. So I left my Gal fantasies behind to be so called “normal.”  I lost Freinds and gained Freinds but always felt alone or as if they hated me? I was betrayed numerous times by the one freind I decided to stick with, we were so close and became co-dependent. Our friendship was toxic and extremely negative. Both of our behaviors towards...