I’m back…

 After a VERY long time of being away from my blog I’ve decided to return. I feel like the best way to do this is explain everything. 

During the time period of when I first began my blog I was younger, meaning easily influenced and discouraged. I feel like as teenagers we always have the want to fit in or be loved by others. High schoolers are also VERY JUDMENTAL ( even if they hide it 🤫). 

So when 15 year old me was still confused, hearing sly comments such as ones from my current ex best friend, they pushed me to the decision of backing away from gal. In the end I just was an introverted girl and wanted to be liked and not left alone. So I left my Gal fantasies behind to be so called “normal.” 

I lost Freinds and gained Freinds but always felt alone or as if they hated me? I was betrayed numerous times by the one freind I decided to stick with, we were so close and became co-dependent. Our friendship was toxic and extremely negative. Both of our behaviors towards each other led to me becoming severely depressed and gaining an eating disorder, along with body dysmorphia. I’m better now so please don’t worry! 

I ditched that horrible friend in 2024 and although she was a bitch to me, I miss her. WHICH SOUNDS CRAZY!! But I blocked and deleted her contact and hope to never see her again. Something that made our friendship breakup even more difficult was the fact we have all the same classes. I stayed strong until finals were over and after begging constantly to transfer… my parents agreed. They understood what I’ve been going through and didn’t want me to stay in the bathroom stalls everyday for break and lunch. For the new year I’ll be transferring schools and will put in the effort to join clubs and interact more with others. My main goal is just to make a friend, just one at least. 

After all this mess I’ve become curious once again of a style and lifestyle that I’ve always been fond of and I believe will help me become a better version of myself. Although it’ll take some time coming out of my shell, this blog is my way to show my true self and not stay some follower. I’m currently 16 and just want to share my teenage years, my little journal! 

I look forward to returning, and staying. I’ll try to stay more active than before as well. All in all I’m just glad to be back to such a warm community! 

My name is Melony, returning as Baby Gal Mel!